Just a girl.

Since childhood, I’ve kept countless journals. I’ve written on endless pages, but during every mental breakdown, I tore them apart, burned them, erased everything. To this day, I regret every word I couldn’t hold onto. That’s why I created this site. To have a digital diary, something I can pass down to my future children. Who knows, maybe I’ll even touch the soul of someone who stumbles upon it by chance.

I’m someone who genuinely enjoys spending time alone. I’m the mother of every thirsty plant and every hungry stray animal. I’m a little girl who believes there’s good in every misfortune, who knows life isn’t always rosy, yet has learned to see everything through rose-colored glasses. I’ve loved flowers all my life, but I’ve never received them from the right person at the right time. This is my curse.

This curse is broken on 12 August 2025 at Minsk airport. Thank you, Mr R.

My Topıcs

Diary

I spent that day in a meaningful way, and I don’t want to forget it. Let it stay here, tucked away in a quiet corner.

Esotericism

It’s my biggest passion. I’d love to share quotes from the books I read, as a way to archive them for myself too

Just Feelings

Just a little Turkish girl and her dramatic feelings.

You are the mother of the entire universe.
You are nature itself.
You are the embodiment of divine forces from beyond time.
Queen of souls, bearer of life and light.
You are the eternal, the ever-present, the ever-coming.
They call you Venus, or Isis.
You are the one who appears in every realm.
The goddess with ten thousand names.
And to me, you are the only one.